Thursday, December 30, 2010

2010 ; the end

been ages, Blogspot!
and 2010 has come to its end. Damn, what have I achieved???

Well if I have to wrap 2010 in one word it would be BEYOND.

Why so?
Simply because everything that has happened to me through out this year is indeed beyond my thought and comprehension. God has shown his works in my life for sure.

I Started the year with a very risky decision.
Yes, I spent the only money I had in my bank account to go on a Fukuoka trip. I shopped, I ate good food, I had a good time, while my tuition remained unpaid.
Crazy? Desperate more likely.
I tried my best to save up but I just didnt earn enough money so a glimpse of thought slipped to my mind 'maybe God wants me to come back to Indonesia'.

But, I got the scholarship! Right on time to pay my tuition as I wrote on my previous post.
So long story short, my 2010 started with a beyond belief miracle that teared me out.

Then I failed to go to London but I got the internship in Panasonic Indonesia instead.
Back in February, I couldnt figure out why it seemed like God wants me to go back to Indonesia.
But just as my 7th semester started and my batch mates started to get drowned in their job hunting activities, I got a job offer from Panasonic Indonesia.
AS SIMPLE AS THAT. No need for interview, no need for cv submission. I just need to submit my graduation certificate and I can work there.
Once again God has eventually revealed what was behind His plan.

The next thing that happened out of my plan; I got a boyfriend.
I was already over those i-wanna-look-for-a-boyfriend-phase and I was determined to focus more on my uni activities which led me to this event called Heart for Haiti, where we met.
Long story short, I'm dating this very nice guy.
A Christian.
A drummer.
A singer.
A guitarist.
A bassist.
A chef.
A comedian.
A family man.
A smart ass.
A loving person
A boyfriend of mine :)
It's funny how this huge thing happened when I expected it the least.
Thank God.

Then the miracles go on.
I applied for Kumon Camp which offered me an opportunity to earn approx. $ 1,800 in 3 weeks but I failed. boo.
Then I applied for another program in Okinawa which also paid well but I failed, again.
Instead, God led me to this voluntary English Mission Camp in Korea.
It got me questioning why voluntary while He knows I need the money?

But as I participated in the program, I realized how much I learned and experienced in one month time.
And right this very moment, I am applying for a scholarship which requires certificates of my extra curricular activities and this program has been one of the highlights of my CV along with the required certificate.
Lesson learned: Seek first the Kingdom of God and everything will be added upon you.

Another thing that opened my eyes to see how God has indeed planned everything for me from the very beginning.
I've been participated in exchange programs with high school students all over Japan where I teach English and introduce my culture for the past two years. Out of a very casual conversation with the director, he suddenly offered me a job to work with an HR consultant in Tokyo.
I was amazed. Not that I got the job already, but still... while other people have to race neck and neck to get a job, I got two offers before even looking for the job.

Even though I still don't know for sure about what I would do after my graduation, I still thank God for the opportunities and hope.

And through 2010, I have realized that as long as we commit everything we do in God's hand, He will show us the way.
And even though it didnt seem to be the one we want at first, but in the end He alone will open our eyes that those things happen for a bigger reason. The best possible for us.

I simply learned how big HE is compared to my thoughts.

"..too wonderful for comprehension, like nothing ever seen or heard..
who can grasp Your infinite wisdom
who can fathom the depth of Your love
You are beautiful beyond description,
majesty and throned above"

Let's start 2011 with these amazing verses:
Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you..plans to proser you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

and Jeremiah 32: 27
Iam the Lord, the God of all mankind. Is anything too hard for me?

So, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!
Have a blessed one! :)



2 comments:

Sam said...

heart for haiti credited. =)
good reflection rara.

michelle athina said...

BAGUS deh ra tulisan lo. menampar gw deh... ~~~~