tribute to Mike Leu

it's been a while since i have you on my portfolio
the liquid source of happiness i always run to
the desirable security i won't throw
and the perfect substitute of my sorrow

you bail me out when i fall
we merge, we consolidate
strive to stand still while others fluctuate
cause we know we can get through it all

it's a four-years bond we're holding
we're taking risks, investing wishes
don't ruin it, let's wait to maturity
we never know the yield waiting
and though it won't last to eternity
i'm sure enough it's gonna worth the bruises

** this is the result of studying hundreds of pages on my Financial Market and Institutions textbook. Cheers for the upcoming final! ;)

the FALL

the best season to dress up

still drool over complex geometries.

the winged btch

you're a btch with wings

you hold me, you ditch me in a blink

you were so fun now you turn irritating

i'm leaving, you're plain boring

love's been the outcast

it's lust that keeps us last

nothing's worth struggling, it's mere rust

oh you're such a pain in my ass

we've been heading nowhere,

it's a dead end we defend

i've been holding on thinking you'd care

this is unfair and i should've gone for another men

you're a btch with wings

you hold me, you ditch me in a blink

you were so fun now you turn irritating

i'm leaving, you're plain boring

result of one oita kotsu ride

I promised to post something smart but instead, Im posting these random lines that keep on floating on my head. here they go..

This is a story

of a phase when I was so weary

randomness was at its most,

i somehow felt lost

i wanted a guy, i was in a hurry

so i decided to step across

* i took my boots, with pride i stood

around and about, looking for a dude

the one who makes my mood and cooks good food

there he was popping on my block

doesnt drink doesnt smoke

he looked so fine, he's one of a kind

stared at me through his camera lens

he did send shivers to my sense

but he believes in his God and I believe in mine

so...

** i took my boots, with pride i stood

around and about, looking for another dude

the one who makes my mood and cooks good food

and there i met another guy

looked to my side, started his first line

i couldnt help blushing when he stared into my eye

he got straight As and a golden heart

three years went to waste, it was real hard

because he believes in his God and i believe in mine

so...

** i took my boots, with pride i stood

around and about, looking for another dude

the one who makes my mood and cooks good food

then there was another one

smokes, drinks, parties, and gets high

we were happy though i know we're wry

tried to make things work but we're finally done

she was a girl and so am i

STILL, she believes in her God and i believe in mine

so..

** i took my boots, with pride i stood

around and about, looking for another dude

the one who makes my mood and cooks good food

i was about to burst and cry

guess it just wasnt my time

and well rushing to a guy sounds like a crime

i'd rather be here and stay a while til I...

** i took my boots, with pride i stood

around and about, looking for THE RIGHT dude

the one who makes my mood and cooks good food

p.s this is a fiction. all similarities are mere coincidences.

pennyless

I wanna go on an exchange to Kyoto with my photography club.

I wanna go on a small trip to Nagasaki for quarter break with my housemates.

I wanna go to Paya's birthday this weekend.

I want those less-than-$50 stuffs on Ebay.

I have to pay my tuition fee.

But I am pennyless.

I literally have 0 yen now and I have bills awaiting.

I really have no idea how to pay them and it hurts to see how my friends are spending hundreds of bucks on a bag, jeans, or a pair of shoes.

If only they know that those stuffs can pay my tuition fee...

but well everyone has their own blessings anyway, I guess it just takes a little longer for mine to come

to be smart.

The more I see, the shallower my blog seems like.

Guess I should stop this trash and post something smarter instead.

Oh well, how about some essays and applications I submitted? Haha

too good it's not good

NEXT WINTER, BABY

i miss you.

see you soon :)