Monday, October 19, 2009

result of one oita kotsu ride

I promised to post something smart but instead, Im posting these random lines that keep on floating on my head. here they go..

This is a story
of a phase when I was so weary
randomness was at its most,
i somehow felt lost
i wanted a guy, i was in a hurry
so i decided to step across

* i took my boots, with pride i stood
around and about, looking for a dude
the one who makes my mood and cooks good food

there he was popping on my block
doesnt drink doesnt smoke
he looked so fine, he's one of a kind
stared at me through his camera lens
he did send shivers to my sense
but he believes in his God and I believe in mine
so...

** i took my boots, with pride i stood
around and about, looking for another dude
the one who makes my mood and cooks good food

and there i met another guy
looked to my side, started his first line
i couldnt help blushing when he stared into my eye
he got straight As and a golden heart
three years went to waste, it was real hard
because he believes in his God and i believe in mine
so...

** i took my boots, with pride i stood
around and about, looking for another dude
the one who makes my mood and cooks good food

then there was another one
smokes, drinks, parties, and gets high
we were happy though i know we're wry
tried to make things work but we're finally done
she was a girl and so am i
STILL, she believes in her God and i believe in mine
so..

** i took my boots, with pride i stood
around and about, looking for another dude
the one who makes my mood and cooks good food

i was about to burst and cry
guess it just wasnt my time
and well rushing to a guy sounds like a crime
i'd rather be here and stay a while til I...

** i took my boots, with pride i stood
around and about, looking for THE RIGHT dude
the one who makes my mood and cooks good food

p.s this is a fiction. all similarities are mere coincidences.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

pennyless

I wanna go on an exchange to Kyoto with my photography club.
I wanna go on a small trip to Nagasaki for quarter break with my housemates.
I wanna go to Paya's birthday this weekend.
I want those less-than-$50 stuffs on Ebay.

I have to pay my tuition fee.

But I am pennyless.
I literally have 0 yen now and I have bills awaiting.
I really have no idea how to pay them and it hurts to see how my friends are spending hundreds of bucks on a bag, jeans, or a pair of shoes.

If only they know that those stuffs can pay my tuition fee...
but well everyone has their own blessings anyway, I guess it just takes a little longer for mine to come

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

to be smart.

The more I see, the shallower my blog seems like.

Guess I should stop this trash and post something smarter instead.
Oh well, how about some essays and applications I submitted? Haha