the untold 'thank yous'

    

..no use in trying when the pieces dont fit anymore..

the hardest things in life come when you have to make decision using your brain instead of your heart

i made a big one and found it's true..indeed

yet i never regret those things in the past

thanks to KIJIMA KOGEN where Ive been doing the part-time job for letting my mind wander around and about

i just looked back to those 3 wonderful years and found a pile of reasons to thank the person i spent those times with

here goes the list..

 

- thank you for the 3 priceless years

- thank you for being around in these past 14 years out of 19 years of my life

- thank you for every wake up call that helped me succeeding the national exams

- thank you for helpin me with those never-ending high school times

- thank you for being on the other side of the phone, listening to me crying, complaining, or telling boring stories

- thank you for sitting in the silence while i was busy thinking

- thank you for making me stronger because i knew you're always there

- thank you for being my super best friend

- tahnk you for every holding hand

- thank you for every comforting hug

- thank you for the laughter

- thank you for every single tear we shed

- thank you for those yet irreplacable lame jokes

- thank you for being such a great fooling-around partner

- thank you for the birthday surprises (also special thanks to my lifetime best friend, Fitria Anindita Putri for deleting the whole pics)

- thank you for letting me be me and still stand it

- thank you for knowing me that well and let me win most of the fights ( i know i was beyond selfish those days)

- thank you for being my number one supporter during my final paper struggle (also thanks to all the viruses in my computer for making me re-type the whole thing)

- thank you for takin me after school everytime my stomach kills

- thank you for pickin me up in the middle of the night just to make sure i get home safely

- thank you for every single mile you drove me

- thank you for being beyond patient, teaching me how to drive

- thank you for letting me drive, bringing you into those near-death rides

- thank you for selling your precious soccer-match ticket  just to go out with me and I ended up cancelling the plan (i know i was such a pain in the ass)

- thank you for those finally-given-after-3-years bouquet of flowers

- thank you for teaching  me how to be grateful

- thank you for making me realize how important it is to appreciate what we've got before it's gone

- thank you for making  me wiser

- thank you for bringin me to a higher level of life

- thank you for making my mom finally said, "you know, you had a really good guy"

- thank you for being the reason i felt "i once found the one"

- thank you for being THAT good

- thank you for those things listed above and the rests that i cant think off the top of my head

sorry for taking those blessing for granted all these times

I just realized it takes a big heart to do so and Im telling you, you have that big heart

thank you.

lastly,

thank you for once making it US

good luck, Mr.future doctor

you're in my prayers<3

back to You, it always comes around

..as the deer panteth for the water, so my soul longeth after Thee..

" but seek first the  kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you."

Matthew 6:33

I just lately  realized how God is always around us in the little simple things that we take for granted.

God is around us..He looks upon us through the beautiful morning sunshine and moonlight

God is around us..He showers us with blessings through our loving parents

God is around us..He pours the love through our sisters and brothers

God is around us..He guides us to a brighter future through our teachers and professors

God is around us..He puts laughter and smile through our friends

God is around us..He feeds us through all the good foods we eat

God is around us..He keeps us from sins and evil through His word

God is around us..He lets us grow and learn through the troubles we face

God is around us..He's only a prayer away

God is around us..He just is

Dont miss out on a blessing just because it isn't packaged the way that you expect.

"Be strong and of good courage: do not be afraid, nor be dismated; for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go" JOSHUA 1:9

"The Lord, He is the one who goes before you. He will be with you, he will not leave you nor forsake you; do not fear nor be dismayed" DEUTERONOMY 31:8

" For this God is our God for even and ever; He will be our guide even to the end" PSALM 48:14

God is good.

be good=)

midnight trash

it's been 3 weeks since i got into this endless boredom..

been busy with my part-time job where i gotta deal with dishes, super dirty water, not-good-for-your-hands chemical,yet nice income and another source for great foods*wink*

thank God it's finally 6 more days til school starts and it's 8 more days til 'a really good friend of mine' is here

yes, im counting down.....

expert in losing.never good at goodbyes

what have we done, was it wrong?

OH, dont touch it's too much

good luck, dont get stuck, turn around before you can't go back

06.06

back in japan after two weeks away going back home...truly kills.

have tonssss to write about home and the likes but since someone's just left and i guess im gonna miss him a BIT..i guess i'll be spending the upcomin hours whoring over the internet,watching the sun rises from my new room's window*which is super good since i live on the 9th floor..by the side of the beach*, and probably be working with those pics on my cam.

missed you already, my pain-in-the-ass-yet-missable mate=)

have a safe and sound trip..see ya in a month

first

first post.yea.

been whoring over " local celebs' " blogs lately..as a result of this excessive holiday with nothing to do except counting down the days til im home.

so..here i am..making my own blog and blabber around.

it's been a tough day indeed.

just got the key to my new apt today.well, im pretty lucky to get one room on the top floor of the building, directly over viewing the sea. all i need is open up my window and sit on the balcony  to sip the sea-wind breezin.

well..well.. i count it as a privilege especially because i have my special people live only 6 floors below..makes it easier for me to reach them.

1.24am. 

guess i gotta stop blabberin around, start packin my stuffs from my previous dorm, take a shower, cuddle around, and have a nice sleep, savin energy for another movin out things tomorrow.

cheers,