Tuesday, December 8, 2009

pardon my nerves

I've always proclaimed myself as a plurality appreciator with above-average tolerance yet however, having a close interaction with Japanese people in my daily live does get me on my nerve sometimes. It's either the language barriers, the cultural difference, or well, maybe we just aren't meant to live side by side.

So, I've recently lost my endurance to live in this far-away-from-home land where:
the kids look super cute in their distinct Asian look and the school uniform that makes me drool. But the cuteness doesn't last long. Once they grow a bit older, they would turn into geeks who get no life other than stacks of comics and video games. Then they grow a little bit more. Turning into youngsters who get pimped-up with their self-proclaimed-cool outfits which I don't get how could they think its cool, most of the time.
The young ladies would find it's hard to see clearly behind their mascara because it's just too thick and some of them are proud to not knowing where Australia really is because they think it's cute. (Well, they may not realize the rest of the world simply calls it DUMB)

Then they would turn to big-headed adults who can't even order properly at McDonalds, complain at their own stupid mistakes, and give an 'urgh foreigners' look when those foreigners try to speak Japanese while 90% of those Japanese can't even pronounce a single proper sentence in English. Unfair? Yes.

Then finally, by the (almost) end of their cycle of life, the would turn into grannies who wait faithfully at home for their husbands who spend pennies they've earned on pachinko slots or nights on karaoke places accompanied by bottles of sake and young pretty girls to talk, touch, and God knows what happens.

Geez.......take me out.


p.s please be wise enough not to take any offense, it's mere opinion.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

tribute to Mike Leu

it's been a while since i have you on my portfolio
the liquid source of happiness i always run to
the desirable security i won't throw
and the perfect substitute of my sorrow

you bail me out when i fall
we merge, we consolidate
strive to stand still while others fluctuate
cause we know we can get through it all

it's a four-years bond we're holding
we're taking risks, investing wishes
don't ruin it, let's wait to maturity
we never know the yield waiting
and though it won't last to eternity
i'm sure enough it's gonna worth the bruises




** this is the result of studying hundreds of pages on my Financial Market and Institutions textbook. Cheers for the upcoming final! ;)

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

the FALL







the best season to dress up

still drool over complex geometries.

Monday, October 19, 2009

result of one oita kotsu ride

I promised to post something smart but instead, Im posting these random lines that keep on floating on my head. here they go..

This is a story
of a phase when I was so weary
randomness was at its most,
i somehow felt lost
i wanted a guy, i was in a hurry
so i decided to step across

* i took my boots, with pride i stood
around and about, looking for a dude
the one who makes my mood and cooks good food

there he was popping on my block
doesnt drink doesnt smoke
he looked so fine, he's one of a kind
stared at me through his camera lens
he did send shivers to my sense
but he believes in his God and I believe in mine
so...

** i took my boots, with pride i stood
around and about, looking for another dude
the one who makes my mood and cooks good food

and there i met another guy
looked to my side, started his first line
i couldnt help blushing when he stared into my eye
he got straight As and a golden heart
three years went to waste, it was real hard
because he believes in his God and i believe in mine
so...

** i took my boots, with pride i stood
around and about, looking for another dude
the one who makes my mood and cooks good food

then there was another one
smokes, drinks, parties, and gets high
we were happy though i know we're wry
tried to make things work but we're finally done
she was a girl and so am i
STILL, she believes in her God and i believe in mine
so..

** i took my boots, with pride i stood
around and about, looking for another dude
the one who makes my mood and cooks good food

i was about to burst and cry
guess it just wasnt my time
and well rushing to a guy sounds like a crime
i'd rather be here and stay a while til I...

** i took my boots, with pride i stood
around and about, looking for THE RIGHT dude
the one who makes my mood and cooks good food

p.s this is a fiction. all similarities are mere coincidences.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

pennyless

I wanna go on an exchange to Kyoto with my photography club.
I wanna go on a small trip to Nagasaki for quarter break with my housemates.
I wanna go to Paya's birthday this weekend.
I want those less-than-$50 stuffs on Ebay.

I have to pay my tuition fee.

But I am pennyless.
I literally have 0 yen now and I have bills awaiting.
I really have no idea how to pay them and it hurts to see how my friends are spending hundreds of bucks on a bag, jeans, or a pair of shoes.

If only they know that those stuffs can pay my tuition fee...
but well everyone has their own blessings anyway, I guess it just takes a little longer for mine to come

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

to be smart.

The more I see, the shallower my blog seems like.

Guess I should stop this trash and post something smarter instead.
Oh well, how about some essays and applications I submitted? Haha

Monday, August 17, 2009

too good it's not good





NEXT WINTER, BABY

i miss you.
see you soon :)